It’s been awhile.
So.. I came back from America on September 2nd and since then I’ve been struggling. Struggling with the thought that after only two beautiful, speechless summers it is time to move on. It’s my last year of college and I have a lot of exams that I need to pass this summer, so that is making it impossible for me to have one more summer in USA. I know I’m not the only one and lots and lots of students are dealing with this and can understand me 100%
It is time to move on.
I know you feel like you can’t find your place and that you don’t belong where you are anymore. I know you can’t imagine how this summer will be, cuz’ you can’t accept the fact that you’re not gonna be in America. I get you. But we need to let go and find our place again. We all had memorable summers that we’ll keep as stories for our grandchildren. We’ve met people that we now consider family. Keep in touch with them even if you’re not gonna see them again.
Maybe.. who knows? One day you’ll go back to visit them. You never know.
This is my way of letting go .. pouring my heart out and trying to motivate myself and others to get back in track.
A part of these summers will always stay with me and almost everyday something will remind me of it. But let’s just be happy and appreciate that we had the chance to experience such amazing summers.
How are you moving on? What helps you finding your place again? I really want to know cuz’ like I said I’m still not 100% over it. I want to hear your stories! Let’s help each other out.